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Saturday, July 01, 2006

well, i know i haven't been blogging in a veryyyyy long time. school holidays passed by very quickly. u-15 hockey tournament was fun, just really exhausting since we had matches every single day. too bad i couldn't play for the last two matches since i went overseas. guess where! tioman! HAHA. tioman was really really fun too, and funny. besides the freaking hot sun and stupid sandfly bites that was itching everywhere. returning home sunburnt with really really ugly tan lines. even though i put damn alot of sunblock lotion. sheesh. haha. but yeah, tioman was just really fun. with funny funny and fun and stupid plus silly people in the dive centre and a cute boy to play with at the beach and get childish. hahaha me and my brother spent the whole time at the beach digging separate holes that could fit our whole body in. we competed with each other to see who could dig the biggest holes. haha everyone there thought we were crazy. then we decided to shoot wet sand at each other as we hide in our holes. coool. haha.and then i returned to the room that night with sandfly bites all over my body and it itched like shit. too bad the next time we're going there would be next year april. though i won't be missing sunburns, i'll miss tioman and diving and the funny fun silly silly people at the dive centre shitloads. haha. oooh and pulau ubin was damn fun too. haha me, my brother, di, rauf and rafi spent the whole day at pulau ubin and it was damnit fun. maybe i'll post some pics here when i feel like it. haha. first we went trekking, then we went cycling. fun fun fun! but i got really really dirty from all the mud in the jungle. and we saw lots and lots of cool things too. and the cycling down the slope was just WHEEE! even though me and my brother got injured and fell down the bike. HAHA! school is okay i guess. slightly weird huh, but hah it's okay. i'll just have to get used to it. i'm really really glad my parents allowed me to play for the hockey tournament, or else i'll just die. oooh speaking of which, tournament's starting next tuesday! and we get to skip lessons! even though malini refuses to let us off any earlier. hahh. but it's at NTU. damnit. i'm so used to playing at the pitch at delta. haha. i'm scared yet excited about it. but come on hockey cdiv, we know we can do this! lets give our all and make everyone proud. i love you guys!(:

trng today was haha okay, even though i haven't been training in a loooong time and i did pretty much alot of mistakes, especially during the attacking short corner. but well it felt really really nice to be back for trngs, even though the sun was freaking hot. i missed trngs like damn alot alot alot. HAHA(: physical was WAH, can die. okay i'm exaggerating. haha. then went home with nat. NAT YOU ASS! dowan to answer my question. haha(: ponned religous class to find out that there weren't any at all. WTH. all the chaos for nothing. haha. damn i'm tired. i'm off. (this was supposed to be just a short post btw. look at how long it became. sheesh. haha!)

babe, you were my closest friend too. the best friend i could ever ask for. i know i haven't really been there for you or spend time with you, and i'm sorry. somehow we drifted apart, maybe because of the things that has been happening, not that i regret or i blame you for it or anything, but yeah. maybe i'm the one to blame, i'm sorry. i'm just really really sorry. but it's like, it's so hard to find the time to talk to you alone and even when i do find the time, i feel guilty telling you of how happy i am when things aren't exactly the same for you. i see how hard you're still trying and how sad you are every single time and i just wished i could do sth to make you feel better. its hard, it hurts, i know how it feels like. now i look at you and it's as though i'm just watching you from a distance as i watch you so happy getting closer to everyone else but not me. you barely say a word to me now in school or trng. and well, yeah it hurts but i guess if thats what makes you happy, then i'm fine with it. you just mean so much to me, i don't want to lose you. i watched how i drifted apart and lose everyone in this world, because of mistakes i did and regret, and i just can't bear to lose you too. what would my life be without a nice nice friend like you? oh wells. i still love you, babe. maybe you don't, but i still do.

love,

your friend.



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